I'm so incredibly tired. I probably pushed myself too fast trying to get back to walking to work after being sick for so many days. (Yes, I WAS out of work all of last week, besides Monday. It looks horrible on my time sheet, but at least I had almost 130 hours of sick time before all that happened, so it's not like I'm hurting. Supposedly I could be out for two more weeks and still get paid. :)) This Monday I walked to work, and I was pretty tired - not like today, though. Still, I decided to take it easy, Tuesday, and only walked halfway, to a co-worker's house, and got her and her husband to give me a ride from there. Which meant some kid time with her little red-headed son, who's three and loves trains and will cheerfully talk your ear off. :)
Today there's some other factors besides just walking, I suppose. I wore the wrong shoes for the walk; I had people observing me at work who made me nervous; because they were observing me I didn't feel comfortable to walk around as much and ended up just standing a lot more than usual, and I got news that I'm going to have a more formal assessment very soon. My future job functions might change. Anxiety! I have enough problems with anxiety as it is, why do they do these things to me? Tired as I am, I might not be able to sleep.
Let me think about something else, now. I met a playful cat on my walk to work, Monday, who chewed up my hand. :) ( Maybe because I tasted good? )
Today there's some other factors besides just walking, I suppose. I wore the wrong shoes for the walk; I had people observing me at work who made me nervous; because they were observing me I didn't feel comfortable to walk around as much and ended up just standing a lot more than usual, and I got news that I'm going to have a more formal assessment very soon. My future job functions might change. Anxiety! I have enough problems with anxiety as it is, why do they do these things to me? Tired as I am, I might not be able to sleep.
Let me think about something else, now. I met a playful cat on my walk to work, Monday, who chewed up my hand. :) ( Maybe because I tasted good? )