this is not an emo post, that's not how I feel.

Seriously, I don't think that the Virginia Tech shootings put me in some kind of 'flashback' thing or post-traumatic stress, but I have been kind of gloomy the past week.  On Friday Eor made a silly, sick little joke about the Edgewater shootings and it made me laugh and kind of ...  woke me up about it.  I've been trying to think how to write about it, because I feel I should, but at the same time I don't want anyone to think I'm fishing for sympathy or something, because that's not at all what I want to do with this.  I just feel as though I should acknowledge something; an episode in my life, a certain way I feel, sometimes.

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