I was halfway through "Swallows and Amazons" before I started getting really into it, but this morning I've had a hard time putting it down. I just managed to drag myself away and have a shower, after two pots of tea and at least two hours of reading. Now I think I can go get the paint for the car. :)
More nightmares last night. But that was hours ago, of course, and I've done lots of reading since, so I feel better now. I know it involved a guy waving a gun in my face. I know I'm too much of a worrier. Honestly it's not really that I think there's going to be violence against me, but I do often feel hated in this job. It doesn't help that IRS agents say they're glad TSA was invented because it gives the public someone to hate more than them. ;)
I had to do training last night - at work before I came home - about changes in the SOP, and I really didn't understand some of them, it was vague and disconnected because of the way it was presented, and I was trying to cram so much reading in so quickly that I was confused, and where it's done in these online classes I couldn't highlight things. I didn't even have paper to keep notes on - I should have gotten some, it might have relieved my tension a bit. I hate that kind of thing, because people expect me to know, because they think of me as a trainer. I'm not, I'm only a mentor, but even people who I've been working with since the start seem to think I'm a trainer and check with me about rules, it's weird.
Must go before I get annoyed again, thinking about it. Or more annoyed.
More nightmares last night. But that was hours ago, of course, and I've done lots of reading since, so I feel better now. I know it involved a guy waving a gun in my face. I know I'm too much of a worrier. Honestly it's not really that I think there's going to be violence against me, but I do often feel hated in this job. It doesn't help that IRS agents say they're glad TSA was invented because it gives the public someone to hate more than them. ;)
I had to do training last night - at work before I came home - about changes in the SOP, and I really didn't understand some of them, it was vague and disconnected because of the way it was presented, and I was trying to cram so much reading in so quickly that I was confused, and where it's done in these online classes I couldn't highlight things. I didn't even have paper to keep notes on - I should have gotten some, it might have relieved my tension a bit. I hate that kind of thing, because people expect me to know, because they think of me as a trainer. I'm not, I'm only a mentor, but even people who I've been working with since the start seem to think I'm a trainer and check with me about rules, it's weird.
Must go before I get annoyed again, thinking about it. Or more annoyed.