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[derien]

I have never in my life gone this long eating so little.  It's not entirely that I don't want to - I'm getting weak.  But, I haven't really got an appetite (not like I'm used to - "hungry" for me is a cranky-ass thing I experience about every four hours where I want to knock something down and kill it).  And I'm scared of eating.  There's a very tender spot just below where my ribs come together, a little to the right.  I had a yogurt, today.  Other than that, fruit juice and herbal tea.  And water. 

Tomorrow morning, if it still hurts, I'm going to a doctor.