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It gets so much harder to post the longer I've been away from it. Maybe because I start feeling as though whatever I post has to be "worth" posting. Instead of just what's going on, which might be kind of dull.
I managed to do video Skype on my computer for the first time ever, because Eor bought me a camera just a few days ago. So, calls were placed to Eightball and Hawk, and I waved to the baby. :) I'm worse at video calls than phone calls - I feel even more on the spot and awkward. It's horrible. But I suppose, like posting, it would get easier if I had practice. I have so much trouble making myself do things that are social. Or things that require sitting still. My computer is a tower case, I'm not going to be able to carry it around and show people my house. Nope, it's sit in one place and try to make conversation. Hawk kept walking around with his device - he has even more trouble sitting still than I do. Eightball is, if possible, even worse at making conversation than I am. He suggested we could exercise together. ;)
What else, what else... I had my yearly physical, and my weight is right about where it always is, maybe at the low end of my usual ten-pound variance. I don't own a scale, that's what yearly physicals are for. My weight is down but my pants are tighter, and I don't like that because it means I'm losing muscle weight. :P I should go walk on the treadmill, since we just had pancakes for supper. I'm doing that "I'm so tired I just want to go to bed... but I can't go to bed before 7:30PM on my Friday!" *sigh*
My doctor is awesome, though - she took extra time to talk about things that are bothering me, and gave me a hug, and about five references for counselors and an appointment to come back and see her again just to talk more.
I managed to do video Skype on my computer for the first time ever, because Eor bought me a camera just a few days ago. So, calls were placed to Eightball and Hawk, and I waved to the baby. :) I'm worse at video calls than phone calls - I feel even more on the spot and awkward. It's horrible. But I suppose, like posting, it would get easier if I had practice. I have so much trouble making myself do things that are social. Or things that require sitting still. My computer is a tower case, I'm not going to be able to carry it around and show people my house. Nope, it's sit in one place and try to make conversation. Hawk kept walking around with his device - he has even more trouble sitting still than I do. Eightball is, if possible, even worse at making conversation than I am. He suggested we could exercise together. ;)
What else, what else... I had my yearly physical, and my weight is right about where it always is, maybe at the low end of my usual ten-pound variance. I don't own a scale, that's what yearly physicals are for. My weight is down but my pants are tighter, and I don't like that because it means I'm losing muscle weight. :P I should go walk on the treadmill, since we just had pancakes for supper. I'm doing that "I'm so tired I just want to go to bed... but I can't go to bed before 7:30PM on my Friday!" *sigh*
My doctor is awesome, though - she took extra time to talk about things that are bothering me, and gave me a hug, and about five references for counselors and an appointment to come back and see her again just to talk more.
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