I know it's not real, but it's how I feel

So, hypothetically it should only take one hour a day for me to get in shape for hiking Katadin. And one hour a day for me to write my story. And I should have an hour a day practicing math. And then I should dedicate an hour to working on my back to get back in shape for throwing bags at work.

But that's four hours. Which is exactly all the time I have to read LJ, have breakfast and kick back before going to the job I hate - am burned out on. (Seriously, I think I'm too burned out to hate anymore. I can't summon that much emotional energy.)

Oh, if I want another job I could just dedicate an hour a day to looking for one.

Must go do grocery shopping now. That will only take an hour, and then I'll have plenty of time to get to all these other things.

I wish I was asleep.

ETA: oh, I forgot I ought to spend an hour uploading pictures.

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OH for heaven's sakes. I promised my manager I would turn in my time off request for my next week off last night, before leaving work, and I forgot. >:( Well, must get to work early, then. Shower and go NOW, actually. Crap. I got the grocery shopping done, but no exercise, no math, no dishes... *sigh* I hope we haven't changed our minds on any of these things I have written down for vacation times, because I intend to request them all, if I have time to fill out the forms. *checks calender* Okay, now I've got it all correct.

I bought squash at the store to steam for lunch, and I've got it all cut up in a pot ready to go on the stove, but maybe I should stick it in the fridge for tomorrow, because at this point I don't know as I have time.