I thought I was doing alright

[derien]

Emotionally - even though my desk is a mess and the presents weren't bought for so long, and then it was taking me forever to get them wrapped and sent out - I thought that I was keeping an even keel.  And today I snapped.  I missed some work and had a headache all day.  But, I did get the damn presents sent out.  Since it is a slow time of year at the moment (that will be different in a few days) my co-workers were very understanding and said I probably should just have called in sick entirely and had a chill day.  A couple of times people told me to go home - said my face was pale, my lips were pale.  And then later I got flushed.  I think that was mostly because of the stress, but on the other hand I didn't eat well earlier today, nor drink enough water. 

I've got to get on top of taking my vitamines and such. 

And... I hate to say I'm going to do something and then not do it, but I think I'm going to set myself a goal with I hope will be realistic - I'll try to stay away from LJ in the mornings on Monday, Wednesday and Friday.  That means I won't be able to read every entry on every one of your wonderful journals.  That doesn't mean any of you are less worthy. 

Comments

[lourdes-is.livejournal.com]

we should get together sometime again... some place where we won't lose our voice.

I hope you feel better

[cygny.livejournal.com]

Ah yes, vitamins, I suck at keeping up with them. I always start out taking them regularly, for about a week tops and then I slack off. Take care of yourself.

And you'll be missed on those mornings (or afternoons for me).