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What AM I going to do with him? He feels useless when he's getting stuff done? I have to settle for feeling good about myself if I can even manage to get the basics for living taken care of.
I just realized I'm covered with bruises, and I think I caused them with my scratching. I've really done remarkably well at not breaking the skin too much. Putting on this cream the doctor prescribed this morning I found that I would just get done with one place and another place would itch, I'd do that and yet another ... and then I'd find myself hitting the first place again because maybe the cream hadn't taken effect? Anyway, I could take a bath in the stuff, but that seems a bit extreme. I think my wrists are the worst because anything I put on gets rinsed right off when I'm doing dishes, and then they're also easily accessible. I often start scratching my wrists at the best of times, it's a nervous habit.
No time to cook breakfast, now.
I just realized I'm covered with bruises, and I think I caused them with my scratching. I've really done remarkably well at not breaking the skin too much. Putting on this cream the doctor prescribed this morning I found that I would just get done with one place and another place would itch, I'd do that and yet another ... and then I'd find myself hitting the first place again because maybe the cream hadn't taken effect? Anyway, I could take a bath in the stuff, but that seems a bit extreme. I think my wrists are the worst because anything I put on gets rinsed right off when I'm doing dishes, and then they're also easily accessible. I often start scratching my wrists at the best of times, it's a nervous habit.
No time to cook breakfast, now.