life is change

[derien]

Instead of going to Ohio this weekend it ends up I've got a few days to myself, having just seen eor off at the airport on his way to Florida for memorial service. (Eor's choice of song quote is, as usual, quite appropos.) Thankfully I was able to get some bereavement time, so when he comes back we'll have a few days to spend together without obligations. The sweet Butonquail has offered that I could come to Ohio anyway, rather than being alone for the long weekend up to my birthday. I greatly appreciate her offer. But I think a few days of solitude may be good for my soul right now. I'm quite enjoying listening to the rain at the moment. To fill the next couple of days I'm considering taking a drive to Rockland to visit my grandparent's graves, and perhaps down to North Berwick to see my other grandmother in the nursing home. (Don't worry, she doesn't notice that I don't visit very often, she's completely demented. I'm only partially demented, a novice, one might say.;) I can see what I have to look forward to. I'd much rather have a quick end like Eor's Dad. Or my Grandfather. Men may die earlier, but seem to die quicker - strokes and heartattacks. Seems like a much better deal.)

Well, I'm off to defrost the fridge, before it creates it's own little glacier in our kitchen. After I get that started I'll probably come back and decide to take down this post. We'll see.

Comments

[daegaer.livejournal.com]

Ah, dear. I'm so sorry.

[mollyrazor.livejournal.com]

Hey, my free time is somewhat limited this weekend, what with Westbrook opening on Sunday, but give me a call if you want to hang out. I am probably going to the Asylum tonight (it's goth night, Ian and Josh DJ). I'm not going out tomorrow night because I have to be at the store at 6 AM on Sunday, but if you want to have coffee or something, let me know.
*big hugs*

[derien.livejournal.com]

Y'know, maybe I should go out tonight. Right now I'm slipping into a sort of apathy which feels like it's probably a bad idea. Any chance I could be pushy and ask you for a ride, though? Just that I don't want to arrive as early as I usually do if I don't have Eor there to talk with. And, it doesn't feel unsafe to me to walk around by myself in the middle of the night, but other people keep telling me I'm wrong.